Parts of Me

Bite Me. Lick Me. Control Me.

I wrote this July 2010. I never had a chance to show much people. So here it is.

Bite Me. Lick Me. Control Me.

“Bite me. Lick me. Control me.
Show me who I belong to.

Fight me. Even if I say no, don’t stop.
My body craves you. I want it. I need it.
Even though it’s poison to my soul.

Thoughts of you invade my mind.
Your smile. Your laugh. Your eyes. Your touch. Your kisses.
My body reacts to only you.
You’re near and I feel it.
You touch me and I’m a goner.
I gave you power over me and although I shouldn’t, I think I like it.

Masochism isn’t even enough to explain this madness.
All I know is that I stay for more.
My emotions and love for you cloud my judgment.
I want you in every way, but you see me differently.
I deserve to be valued, and I hope you realize that
But my actions do not show my worth.

I figured Id be satisfied to have you in any way I could
But after each time, I lose another part of me.

It’s not enough. Not even close.
But it’s you, so I give in and lose myself in you
Until you leave again,
Then reality sinks in…
You’re gone once again and I don’t exist to you until whenever you decide.”

November 1, 2011 7:35pm — 1 note